vrijdag 30 november 2007

'Vrouwen -- o, wat een edele schepselen!'

Meredith_2 There she was--not changed a bit!--looking lovelier than ever! And when she saw me, I knew in a minute that she must love me till death!--You don't know what it is yet, Rip!--Will you believe, it?--Though I was as sure she loved me and had been true as steel, as that I shall see her to-night, I spoke bitterly to her.
And she bore it meekly--she looked like a saint. I told her there was but one hope of life for me--she must prove she was true, and as I give up all, so must she. I don't know what I said. The thought of losing her made me mad. She tried to plead with me to wait--it was for my sake, I know. I pretended, like a miserable hypocrite, that she did not love me at all. I think I said shameful things. Oh what noble creatures women are! She hardly had strength to move. I took her to that place where you found us, Rip! she went down on her knees to me, I never dreamed of anything in life so lovely as she looked then. Her eyes were thrown up, bright with a crowd of tears--her dark brows bent together, like Pain and Beauty meeting in one; and her glorious golden hair swept off her shoulders as she hung forward to my hands.--Could I lose such a prize.--If anything could have persuaded me, would not that?--I thought of Dante's Madonna--Guido's Magdalen.
--Is there sin in it? I see none! And if there is, it's all mine! I swear she's spotless of a thought of sin. I see her very soul? Cease to love her? Who dares ask me? Cease to love her? Why, I live on her!--To see her little chin straining up from her throat, as she knelt to me!--there was one curl that fell across her throat...


(Uit: George Meredith, The Ordeal of Richard Feverel)

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